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Of course there were always visitors who came down    nature more appropriate that the Haggadah we
          for the weekend or a few weeks, and I think I must    traditionally use.
                                                                I never doubted that I was doing the right thing, and
                                                                was quite sure of my Zionist and to a less extent my
                                                                socialist convictions. Some doubts did creep in as I
                                                                got to know the English countryside, and saw a
                                                                different aspect of people. Looking back, I realize
                                                                that I certainly had a “chip” on my shoulder and was
                                                                very suspicious of non-Jews. Although I did not have
                                                                very much in common with the local farmers or farm
                                                                workers, I found them decent and pleasant, and most
                                                                certainly not Anti-Semitic, just curious. I also grew
                                                                to love the English countryside. I would get on my
                                                                bike, and ride off to Sonning and Henley on Thames
                                                                at the weekend. I do not remember who my
                                                                companions were, but we loved the small towns, the
                                                                beauty of the summer, and in general developed a
                                                                romantic attitude to Southern England.
                                                                Of course, I read a lot, (New Statesman, Tribune etc.)
          have been constantly in love (or thus it appeared to a   We had non-stop political and ideological
          17 year old) with at least one of them.               discussions, and we had many lectures from
          L.W had joined the group a little later. I always     Shlichim (emissaries from Israel), and from
          considered him a good friend, although we lost        personalities like Shimon Appelbaum, a well-known
          contact afterwards in Israel, since he did not go with   archeologist. We also studied Hebrew quite
          the group to Gal-Ed. Mrs. W., his mother, would       intensively, and many a weekend was spent at other
          always come down to the Hachshara with clean          Hachsharot, getting to know chaverim, forming
          sheets, blankets or something else. She did not       bonds, and in general being educated (or was it brain
          approve of our level of sanitation and insisted on
          making us more comfortable. L. was very
          embarrassed by this, and he led the revolt against
          accepting anything from his mother (other than
          cigarettes). At that time, he was a bit of a slob, as
          was I. Mrs. W. was a kindhearted woman, typical of
          the WIZO type.
          Apart from work, I served on the Va'ad Tarbut
          (cultural committee), which dealt with programmes
          for holidays and our general Zionist-Socialist
          education. Our general meetings once a week, dealt
          with important issues such as how to fit into the
          “general proletariat”, i.e. should we steal booze from   washed?).
          a liquor factory where F. worked like all the other   Many of the chaverim formed couples, and it was
          workers, in order to conform to the proletariat or be   quite a job if one was on shmira (guard duty) waking
          “Honest”. Our identification with the working classes   people up at 5 or 6 a.m. for work, since very often
          was more important. The Va'ad Tarbut also             they were not in their own rooms but somewhere
          organized the Friday night Oneg Shabbat, and the      else. After a time one got used to finding various
          holidays, particularly Passover. We did not use the   people in each other's rooms. Others kept on joining
          traditional Haggadah (prayer book), but developed     the group, different in some respects from the “old
          our own, focusing on spring, agriculture, and         timers”, a different generation, who grew up during
          longings for the land of Israel. I wonder whether any   the war, but had not fought in the war. I think a
          have survived. I found this emphasis on spring and    schism developed between those who would go to



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